3.02.2009

i feel the weight of the world

My life is ridiculously hectic right now. I've just finished packing up all of my belongings (that aren't in my dorm room) to be put in a storage facility until we get the house in Conway. I had a few breakdowns over the course of the day. It's very difficult having to accept the fact that I won't have a home to escape to for a while. That's the whole reason I went to school only 30 minutes away -- so I could come back whenever I need to. It's going to be so, so different now that my mom is moving to Fort Smith (which is two hours away... and not home at all).

I'm coming back into town this weekend 1) to meet James' sisters/brother-in-law/baby niece (and I am incredibly anxious to do so!) and 2) to celebrate with Marly for her birthday weekend (though it's actually Thursday, but I won't be able to see her that day, so we're extending it). The downside is that I'll have to sleep on an air mattress in the empty house. It's going to be quite sad. At least I can somewhat enjoy the house until the renters take possession in a week.

On top of all of this, I have a HUGE paper to write, some other busy work for both my writing and reporting classes, as well as three 18"x24" drawings to finish ALL by tonight. I think I may have to pull an all-nighter. I'm not at all looking forward to it. It's not exactly what I need to follow such a stressful day. This has honestly been the most stressful day of a life (as James would say).

I'm just thankful that God is giving me the strength to get through it all. I truly am.

On a lighter note, my stuff from Urban is in! The jeans are superrr tight and the shirt is a little cheaper looking than I anticipated, but other than that, I love it all!

Phew! Well, I hope everyone else is having a spectacular day! I will leave you with a picture of my beloved house that I hope to occupy in 2-3 weeks:

3 comments:

allison said...

that is such a darling house!!!

Tori said...

whaat you never even told me!
i feel so out of the loop.

but, where is it at?!

Katie said...

Cute house. Looking forward to meeting you!